“I was bombarded with feelings of shame and judgement.”
“The Jade Egg Mastery course has been absolutely essential for building a beautiful relationship with my sexuality. Before I started JEM, I believed only men could bring me the kind of pleasure and fulfillment I yearned for. I felt empty and worthless. I felt my sexuality was a burden, and I was constantly, desperately, sometimes obsessively and often compulsively, trying to get men to take care of my burden. This led to me give away my power, and to act completely out of alignment with my integrity, which led to low self esteem and tons of shame. And I was never fulfilled sexually.
“I was completely blocked in my ability to care for my yoni and my sexuality. I didn’t know how to even begin, and when I tried to approach it, I was bombarded with feelings of shame and judgement.
“Through Dr. Saida’s program, I was able to move through my blocks because I had her voice with me, giving me the countercultural positive messages about my sexuality, body, yoni, and pleasure. I absolutely need that because the cultural and family conditioning is so strong, without her messages, I still get swamped with shame. Throughout her practices, Saida guides me to get into my body and feel safe to enjoy being in my body. With her tools and practices, and her loving support, I have been able to build a thriving relationship with my sexuality and yoni.
“Now I’m fulfilling my own needs, giving my yoni the love and attention she needs. When I practice using Saida’s program, I feel deeply alive, I feel like my body is a field of energy that is pleasure, that is divine, not an object to judge. I feel worthy and whole. I feel a profound level of self-respect. These practices are the most powerful way I know of to connect with and live from my divine feminine essence.
“My boyfriend describes my energy after I’ve been practicing with her program as being like fields of flowers, sunshine, and happiness, and he says he gets energy just by hugging me.
“I don’t see any other way to really heal our aloneness, feelings of unworthiness, codependency, and compulsions around sexuality, without building this beautiful relationship with our sexuality where we are loving ourselves into wholeness. Our sexuality is at our core, and if we don’t love our core selves, we will never feel whole and lovable. I don’t believe I could have come into loving the core of my being and experiencing this incredible thriving I feel now without Jade Egg Mastery.”
~ Lily Romane Shank, Massage & Shiatsu Therapist, in Minneapolis, Minnesota